Thursday, November 28, 2013

A lush’s enlightenment - World Mission Society Church of God, WMSCOG, Christ Ahnsahnghong

The Spirit (Christ Ahnsahnghong) and the Bride (God the Mother) are in the World Mission Society Church of God (WMSCOG).
The Spirit (Christ Ahnsahnghong) and the Bride (Heavenly Mother) are in the World Mission Society Church of God (WMSCOG).




Before I received the truth, I was a lush and a heavy smoker, being trapped in pleasure-seeking. When it comes to going on the racket, I was second to none for sure. Whenever something happened to get me angry, I always tried to drown my angers in drink. Whenever I felt happy, I used to go on a binge like I own the world.







I don’t remember when exactly, but i twas sometime in the evening when it rained dizzyingly. After parting from my friends, while I was wandering around the train station from place to place, I could secure my place in the corner of the waiting room and stare at lots of people coming and going.









Watching some families hand in hand with shopping bags, suddenly I felt something was missing in the corner of my heart. ‘Why am I wandering so much in my life? At that moment, with bitter tears of remorse, I became desperate to visit my hometown where I was born and grownup.




Looking back on it now, just like we miss our earthly hometown when in pain or sorrow, I must have had a great longing for a heavenly home where my soul should return. Later, I could realize this was truly enabled by the earnest prayer of my wife and the grace of God who guided this sinful child into the truth.









On the day I got baptized, I could regret many things in the past, watching my wife crying over next to me. While I went to church from a sense of obligation with my wife just like going to school in the beginning, I could finally realize that I have an eternal hometown I could go back as I started the Bible studying and my eyes and ears gradually opened.









In the past, I was the one who cannot stand others win the game but through grace of God, I was given the virtue of yielding and the mind of giving thanks and being patience. Comparing to my former self in the past, now I am living with the feeling of being born again into a totally different self.




I sincerely give thanks to Elohim God for letting me realize our physical life on this earth as a stranger and a visitor is meaningless and for giving me a hope to go back to our eternal hometown. Now, the most favorite time for me is when our whole families (including my parents who were recently baptized) come to Zion and worship God all together.




I truly give eternal thanks to Elohim God for taking care of my every move today too, without hating me of many shortcomings and faults. Now, I pledge my word to play a part in saving dying souls to return the favor of Elohim God.





Making sure of carrying out my mission to glorify our Elohim God as a messenger, I got on a bus after finishing work safely. On my way home, I am mediating the great sacrifice and love of Elohim God, listening to a new song playing from earphones.





I would like to give thanks to Elohim God who brought this prodigal sinner into the truth and gave the salvation.




Father and Mother, I love you.

Wednesday, November 27, 2013

‘Mother,’ Love that is Immeasurable - World Mission Society Church of God, WMSCOG, Christ Ahnsahnghong

World Mission Society Church of God (WMSCOG) believes in Christ Ahnsahnghong and God the Mother.
World Mission Society Church of God (WMSCOG) believes in Christ Ahnsahnghong and Heavenly Mother.



I would like to tell something about my mom. She is the ‘mom,’ who always considers it insufficient, although she gives out everything for the ‘child,’ who is me,living a life of receiving mom’s love.




I have a son who has developmental disorder. Since I delivered and raised him without problem, I didn't particularly worry about having the second child.




After my second son was born, the gynecologist told me to take him to the pediatrics. But I was worried about baby blues, so I took him there, after a few months. Though the pediatrician explained about the signs of disorders that my son had, I didn't really take it seriously.




After seven months, my second son was diagnosed with Down’s syndrome. I felt like the world was caving, feeling disconnected with the world. My second son’s illness gave me depression, even social phobia.




While other kids at the same age walked and ran, my son couldn't even crawl properly. Though I tried every possible means to make him crawl, seeing him just smiling without motion made me cry every day.





It was an illness which couldn't be cured with medicine or any kinds of efforts. It was a severe hardship that I couldn't possibly accept. Having pity on me, despite of being all busy with farm work, my mom took my son on her spare time, and devoted herself of taking care of him.





I remember it as a hot summer day. I received a phone call from my mom, who was taking care of my second son. She said he was walking. I couldn't believe what she was saying. How could my son who couldn't even crawl, walk? I just thought she was saying that to comfort me, and so I tried to hang up the phone.





But my mom, silently swallowing up her tears, said that he was really walking. My heart stunned. Even after finishing the call, I sat absently. I felt so guilty. Not only for the fact that my son could walk, but more for being the daughter of my mom; thinking of how much tears she would have been shedding to make him walk.





My parent’s house is on a rooftop. Since the building was so old, on hot summer days, the floor would absorb the heat of the sun and sizzle. What came up in my mom’s mind was to make him walk on it.




She put him down on the floor. Not knowing why it was so hot, he bursted into tears and leapt up.When he tried to stay still, the soles of his feet was burning, so he grabbed on the guardrail and started to take his foot off the floor.




During the midsummer days, when it is so hot even with the fan on, my mom and my son practiced toddling on the rooftop, all covered with sweat and tears. Their tussle; my son who didn't want to go on the rooftop and my mom who adamantly took him, finally made him walk.





I took his disability as a responsibility and a burden, instead of embracing it.Unlike from me, my mom raised him with her whole loving heart. There is a strong bond between the two of them, which I can’t possibly cut through.




With his slight change, my mom was full of joy, like being on top of the world. She listened attentively to his inarticulate speech, and unstintingly encouraged and praised him. With that heart and patience, my second son is in his sixth grade. The doctor is marveled with his outstanding behavioral development, and he is also sociable.He is the favored child in school or in the church, with his overflowing love and acts of charming.





I will be lost for words with her devotion; following him everywhere to feed him good food and finally putting it in his mouth. Looking at her, I long for Heavenly Mother.





Heavenly Mother stays up all through the night when Her children face the path of sufferings and painful hours while walking on the way of faith. Why wouldn't our Heavenly Mother not want Her children to walk on an easy and safe path? Though She stays up the long night with sighs and prayers, Her children,who don’t understand, just leave Her heart with indelible scars and resentments.





Heavenly Mother never loses the hands of Her children, even though they are insufficient and weak, and always helps them to stand up. With Mother’s love, the children walk on the way of faith and gospel. By Heavenly Mother’s boundless love and sacrifice; not sparing praises and comforts with our slightest changes, these children will become the main characters of the prophecy, receiving all praises and reputation from the world.





I truly thank Heavenly Mother for making me the child receiving immeasurable love of Heavenly Mother. With all my heart, mind and soul I l love You, Heavenly Mother. Mother, please hold my hands until the day we enter the Kingdom of Heaven.

Without Mother’s Sacrifice - World Mission Society Church of God, WMSCOG, Christ Ahnsahnghong

Christ Ahnsahnghong and God the Mother loves the World Mission Society Church of God(WMSCOG).
Christ Ahnsahnghong and Heavenly Mother loves the World Mission Society Church of God(WMSCOG).




This is a touching story from a program that I watched on TV.



It was about a mother and her son with a first class physical disability.



When the mother first found about her son’s disability, she had to live a desperate life full of agony.



However, not teaching one or two times like other children, she started teaching her son more than hundreds times repeatedly; and said to herself, “My son is not disabled. He is just a bit l ate than other children.”



The son graduated all regular schools;elementary, junior high and high school, and got into a university that many students applied. Now, he is currently a freshman attending university.



How did he study?



His IQ was only 34, which was impossible for him to study just like ordinary students.



Though it was impossible for him to keep up with his schoolwork, his mother became his hands and feet, taking him everywhere to teach him repeatedly about the objects around him, such as door,restroom, mirror, and refrigerator. She posted the words and usage for those objects, for her son to remember.



Whenever she had time, she continued teaching him repeatedly, sitting face to face.



After she sent him to bed, without rest,she then finished her housework, all the laundry and cleaning.



However, she wasn't tired at all and smiled brightly, saying that her son is so handsome.



To make her son walk, she made him stand so many times, and now the son who couldn't even stand alone, can barely walk holding on to his mother. She walks with him, even wrapping sandbags on his legs, for the realignment and strength, and strictly teaches him to be independent.



The mother’s dream is for her son to get a job and receive salaries, all by himself.



Though he had to live his whole life lying down, because of mother’s help he could get in the university without being absent, not a single day.



Enduring the ponderous son as a delicate woman, the mother’s love was truly great.



Just like the son who found a new life with his mother’s great love, from the body of death, Heavenly children’s body turned into a body of hope for new life. That is, through our Heavenly Mother,New Jerusalem.



I thank Heavenly Mother for making me a true person, a sinner who cannot live a single day without Mother’s sacrifice.

Tuesday, November 26, 2013

Brotherly love shining on theearth - World Mission Society Church of God, WMSCOG, Christ Ahnsahnghong

Christ Ahnsahnghong and God the Mother have established the World Mission Society Church of God (WMSCOG).
Christ Ahnsahnghong and Heavenly Mother have established the World Mission Society Church of God (WMSCOG).



One day, I had a chance to talk to a home room teacher of my daughter on the phone and she asked me what kind of relationship my girl and Dong Ho have. (Dong Ho is a brother in Zion.) Thinking both two must get along with each other closely; I said Dong-Ho is her friend living next door. A few days later, a sister,Dong-Ho’s mom told me she met a teacher and had some conversation with her. According to her, Dong-Ho and my daughter do not get along so well at other times, but once they have something good, then they concede to each other with hesitation.









Hearing this, I felt she was so admirable. Then, I thought, ‘How much wonderful would she be from the teacher’s point of view? Although it was very natural to concede something good to others as heavenly families who follow Mother’s teachings, I had no choice but to self-examine through this time. The reason was that I always wanted to be the first, only saying we should concede good things to others.




One day again, when my daughter was about to cry, being teased by others, Dong-Ho rapped on the desk and threatened others, saying he was going to play roots on them if the same thing happens again to her. He was said it is fine when he himself teases her, but he gets angry when others do. Maybe the true brotherly love should be the one that goes for and supports brothers and sisters even though they fight each other at home.







I truly give all thanks to Father and Mother for teaching me through Mother’s teachings on how to be united in good love and to concede to good things to others in Zion.

Pain of the part after the happiness of meeting - World Mission Society Church of God, WMSCOG, Christ Ahnsahnghong

World Mission Society Church of God (WMSCOG) doesn't establish the cross by teaching of Christ Ahnsahnghong and God the Mother.
World Mission Society Church of God (WMSCOG) doesn't establish the cross by teaching of Christ Ahnsahnghong and Heavenly Mother.





I would like to give thanks to Elohim God for allowing me this great opportunity to share the fragrance of Zion, even though I am not good enough. I heard a sister who left for overseas preaching around this time a year ago is coming back temporarily.  For the last few days, I was very excited at the news my heavenly family whom I cried and laughed with,doing gospel together is finally coming back. Remembering her with a bright and humorous look enough to flow laughter a midst other brothers and sisters, a smile came to my lips and I felt happy and pleased day by day.

‘How many hardships would she have suffered to preach gospel in a country of extreme heat?  How dark would her skin be?  Would she lose her weight?  If I meet her, I’m going to ask her the fragrance of Zion and I’m going to tell her the news over here.”



Meanwhile, when I was entering Zion in the lunch time, I heard some screaming sound on the second floor.  When I went there, guessing if we found a heavenly family, there was a sister who left for overseas preaching.  We couldn't believe how glad we were and embraced each other, tearing in our eyes.  Thinking how many hardships she would have suffered in a poor and scorching hot country, I felt very thankful to her and even admirable.  All the time of having lunch, we laughed together and shouted for gladness to each one of brothers and sisters, without keeping our hands off easily. After lunch, we sat around her and shared the fragrance of Zion.


When we said goodbye, promising to meet again, a thought of Heavenly Mother automatically entered my mind.  Our spiritual brothers and sisters felt so glad and happy this much to meet again after being apart for a long time. Then, how would Heavenly Mother feel?  How would She feel when heavenly children who were born and suffered in a hot and a cold country finally come to meet Her?

Heavenly Mother who waits for Her children without going to sleep even until late time at night,who was in the middle of having a meal but running in a heartbeat at the news Her children are visiting Her.  Even though we just met together, being far apart for 6000 years, the time to be together is only 15 days.  We cannot imagine how Heavenly Mother would feel, for She had to let Her children go again.

Mother, I am truly sorry that you got painful because of our sins.  Now, I would like to become children of God,who would try my best to enter the kingdom of heaven where there is no part between father and mother.  Mother who came down to this earth in the flesh since She should feel happy only with Her children.  I truly give all thanks and praises to your grace and mercy again and again.  Please accept all my thanks and praises forever and ever.

Monday, November 25, 2013

The Love of the Song bird - World Mission Society Church of God, WMSCOG, Christ Ahnsahnghong

World Mission Society Church of God (WMSCOG) believes in Christ Ahnsahnghong and God the Mother.
World Mission Society Church of God (WMSCOG) believes in Christ Ahnsahnghong and Heavenly Mother.





While I was walking the mountain path, I saw a songbird lying on the trail.



With the eyes of a morning glory it was blinking and gasping its breath.



It seemed that it injured its wings so I got close to it carefully.



I guess it sensed me, the songbird flew further away.



Closer I got to it, it flew further away, when I got close again, it again flew further away.



I belatedly realized that the mother songbird lured me by pretending to be injured on its wings.



The mother songbird thought I would hermits hatch lings which just got outside to practice walking.



It wanted to take me further away from its hatch lings.



“Chirp, chirp, chirp....”



In the forest, inside the bush clover,many of the songbird’s hatch lings were fluttering their wings, practicing howto walk.



The songbird’s maternal love was indeed touching.



Source from : ‘ A Story of the Ugly Dumplings’

A Child created with Mother’s Marrow. - World Mission Society Church of God, WMSCOG, Christ Ahnsahnghong

World Mission Society Church of God (WMSCOG) follows Christ Ahnsahnghong and God the Mother.
World Mission Society Church of God (WMSCOG) follows Christ Ahnsahnghong and Heavenly Mother.




Being sick, mother had to go to the hospital.



Since I couldn't manage to take a day off from my work, my brother-in-law took her.



The doctor said it was a miracle that she is walking with her legs in pain.



Tears ran down my eyes.



I decided to quit my job and nurse her while she was getting an operation.



One day, I happen to hear the doctor saying something in the patient’s room.



Mothers’ bone cannot be maintained well since mothers tend to leave all the nutritious food for their children and not for themselves.



That is why many mothers have operations for arthritis.



Subtly, my mom was lending out everything for me.



To not make her child to have hard times, she has hidden all her pains and lived a life for me.



I forgot it all. That Heavenly Mother has been secreting all the marrow from her bones, giving it all for this lacking child.



I forgot that I was Her child, a child who has been created with Heavenly Mother’s marrow.



I love You Mother. Forever...

Thursday, November 21, 2013

Mother’s Back - World Mission Society Church of God, WMSCOG, Christ Ahnsahnghong

World Mission Society Church of God (WMSCOG) loves Christ Ahnsahnghong and God the Mother.
World Mission Society Church of God (WMSCOG) loves Christ Ahnsahnghong and Heavenly Mother.



“The lumbar vertebra 4 and 5 has been protruded. You have that pain on your back because this protruded bone is pressing against your nerves.”



My mother, who had pain on her back for several years, was diagnosed as herniated lumbar disc at the orthopedics.



The doctor thoroughly explained, showing the result of her X-ray.



Seeing the X-ray of her back hanging against the light, it looked like bones of the dinosaur that I've once seen in a museum.



The bones were remarkably crooked, starting from her neck bones.



I stared at her back bone. It was all full with tension like an arrow before it got released to nowhere.



The world was there for me to run farther, just like my mother’s crooked back.



Hanging against the light, the X-ray of my mother’s back was telling me that, without words.



Source:: ‘Letter of Oxygen’ YKY

When You’re Sick, You Need Mom - World Mission Society Church of God, WMSCOG, Christ Ahnsahnghong

World Mission Society Church of God (WMSCOG) keeps the Sabbath according to the teaching of Christ Ahnsahnghong and God the Mother.
World Mission Society Church of God (WMSCOG) keeps the Sabbath according to the teaching of Christ Ahnsahnghong and Heavenly Mother.




My son, who was in 2nd grade elementary school, was getting ready for school.


Suddenly, he told me he had a stomach ache.


Obviously if you want to go to the loo, you would have stomach aches so I didn't really mind of what he was saying and just sent him away.


At noon, I got a call from his homeroom teacher.


The teacher said that he was not doing well. He had a diarrhea and was constantly vomiting.


She said that she would call me back after seeing how he was doing, and I thought schools were all too sensitive with ill children because of H1N1. So I thought he will be alright.


However, I received the second call. She said that my son couldn't stop vomiting, so he had to take a day off.


“Ok, Mrs. Lawrence. I will be there.”


I also talked to my son.


My son burst into tears and said he was sick.


"Mom’s coming, so don’t cry and wait for me, Ok?”


“Ok... Mom...”


I urgently got into the car.


‘He was all well when he was playing last night...’


When I arrived at school, my son was already outside waiting for me.


Looking at his pale face, I felt so sorry for him and hugged him.


He said, “Mom. I’m fine now. I can bear this!”


My son who was bursting into tears saying that he was sick a minute ago said he was all fine after being in my arms.


Just in case, I took him to the hospital. The doctor said he had enteritis.


For three hours he got an IV and eating only soft foods for few days, he could be healthy again.


I think back and realize...


My son, who was all exhausted, throwing up and even having diarrhea, the reason why it was all possible for him to say that he was all well and that his pain went away is because he needed his mom when he was sick.


Likewise, when I was spiritually suffering in pain, my tears and pain disappeared when I met Heavenly Mother during ceremonies in Go & Come Institute.


Raising a child, I could realize a bit. How Heavenly Mother’s heart would be towards us.


When I think of Mother’s infinite love, my eyes wet with tears.


Whenever I was in pain and suffering, if I could go to Heavenly Mother and ask for help, and She would always heal me with her warm loving hands. But for awhile, I didn't go to Mother and just kept everything to myself.


I guess I didn't have faith.


When I am joyful, I should seek Mother. When I am sad, I should seek mother.


I also realized I should seek Mother when I am sick.


To be spiritually strong and healthy, I will always be with Heavenly Mother.

Wednesday, November 20, 2013

Mommy Must Be Sad - World Mission Society Church of God, WMSCOG, Christ Ahnsahnghong

World Mission Society Church of God (WMSCOG) loves Christ Ahnsahnghong and God the Mother.
World Mission Society Church of God (WMSCOG) loves Christ Ahnsahnghong and Heavenly Mother.




Few years ago, I was hustling for the evening worship with my two kids (a 7 year old daughter and a 5 year old son). That was because the time approached as I was getting ready with an ease.

Passing our house, we saw a dead pigeon that we could assume it got hit by a car. I warned my kids as we passed around it, leaving it way behind.

But after a while, my son started to mutter something. With the lack of time, I couldn't bear to listen carefully what he was saying.

As I was hurrying my steps, I got to hear what he was saying.

"Mummy must be sad... Mummy must be sad."

He has just started to talk, his speech was very slow and he was lisping, so no one really could understand what he was saying. But I could definitely understand what my son was saying.

I thought he acted rather strangely. So taking his wrist, I gave a blunt answer for what he was saying.

"Mommy is not sad."

I think he was thinking I was odd. He opened his big eyes widely and said,

"No. The baby birdie is waiting for mummy.”

At last I understood that my son was talking about the mother pigeon and not me. He thought the dead pigeon was a nestling.

I was quiet surprised because I always treated him like a young baby.

Not missing my eyes with surprise, he said,

"You didn't know that Mommy?”

I can’t remember how I escaped that hopeless situation.

Even that small child already knew the eternal truth; that to all living creatures, mothers exist to give them life. And that those mothers would be sad if their children wouldn't return to their nests. I cannot forget forever of what I have realized that day.

Since Heavenly Mother exists giving birth to Her spiritual children, we exist. And to Heavenly Mother, I will become a child who will proclaim the good news to the poor souls who are dying not knowing Heavenly Mother’s heart. Her heart that is all burned up into ashes because they do not understand Heavenly Mother’s loving heart.

Tuesday, November 19, 2013

The Pain of Labor - World Mission Society Church of God, WMSCOG, Christ Ahnsahnghong

World Mission Society Church of God (WMSCOG) keeps the passover by the teaching of Christ Ahnsahnghong and God the Mother.
World Mission Society Church of God (WMSCOG) keeps the passover by the teaching of Christ Ahnsahnghong and Heavenly Mother.



As you enter our Zion, you can seesilent welcoming from the fishes.



With cute gestures they present smilesfor the people who are watching them.



They are tropical fishes called, ‘guppies.’



One day, I saw one of them with anunnaturally crooked back swimming along with the other ones.



‘What happened to it?’



As I was wondering with curiosity, one of the members told me the reason why that guppy had a crooked back.



Guppies are fecund fishes.



They do not lay eggs like usual fishes,but they incubate their eggs in their stomachs and give birth to baby fishes. In order to produce many of its offspring, the mother guppy uses all of its strength until giving birth to the last one, which causes them to have a crooked back.



Thinking of the maternal love of the fish, I suddenly got all choked up because it reminded me of Heavenly Mother.



Child by child, giving new life for Her children, Heavenly Mother endures all the pain of labor which cannot be described with words.



If you are a mother, you would know.



You have to pay all the pain that is socrucial, almost being in the point death, until you can see your loving child.



Thinking of Heavenly Mother who would have been going through much more pain for a long time, I felt so sorry.



The reason we can dwell in Zion being born as the children of God is because of Mother’s sacrifice and Her tears of prayer that She has been praying without having any rest. .



Always engraving Her grace in my heart, as the elder being blessed with eternal life, I will become a good daughter that loves and embraces the brothers and sisters.



For Your eternal love and sacrifice,Mother, I truly thank You and love You.



Thursday, November 14, 2013

Belief weighed down with the anxieties of life - World Mission Society Church of God, WMSCOG, Christ Ahnsahnghong

World Mission Society Church of God (WMSCOG) believes in Christ Ahnsahnghong and God the Mother.
World Mission Society Church of God (WMSCOG) believes in Christ Ahnsahnghong and Heavenly Mother.




I work in a small company. It is getting to tough to collect the bills these days, since work is kind of slow and everyone is in a financially difficult situation. And, the monthly paycheck to be paid on time has been putting off from day to day.





Not only I but also all staff couldn't get paid a tall and the bank balance was close to zero enough to hesitate to buy coffee at the office. The situation was seriously bad to the point I was sorry to ask for the salary. Then I tried to have breadth of mind, deciding to wait until it gets paid. The boss apologized for the late payment and promised to complete it by next Monday, which made me feel relaxed.







However, when it actually was Monday, the salary didn't get paid so I decided to wait a little more thinking the bills should not have been collected yet. Next day,big money was deposited on company account and I was so much happy at the thought I could surely get paid at the end.



Although I tried to wait patiently all the while, I felt unpleasant because I had to spend my savings little by little. By the way,the remaining money slipped through all of a sudden, for my boss had to pay the outstanding amount with lots of urging calls everywhere. Then my assurance of being able to get paid for sure changed to the concern if I could really get paid. Since then, I have sighed away my days assuring it should get me paid soon.



Next day, the manager rebuked me when he found there was not enough balance. I felt aggrieved because I just did whatever my boss ordered me to do and the manager also knew this all. Suddenly, my mind was full of impatience and worries without making an effort to keep my composure. Thinking that I shouldn't be this way, I started to read the words of God to control my mind.



‘Belief weighed down with the anxieties of life’‘…the sermon was truly for me. I was told the concern brings out when we forget the fact Father and Mother are with us. I thought to myself if I ever forgot Father and Mother, only focusing on my salary.



If I had believed firmly that Father and Mother always help me and guide me in a right direction, I would not have even thought it was a problem at all. I have believed it just as my knowledge in a vague way. After finishing the sermon, all the concerns totally disappeared just like a magic. I could realize God controlling the universe on this earth as He considers one drop in the bucket,the ones who pay attention to my small and trivial things are very our Father and Mother. And, finally, I could get paid on the following day.





Now I could totally understand our Father and Mother are always with us when we are happy and sad, or even in pain or pleasure. Even though Father and Mother were always with me, I always thought to myself, ‘I’m alone; I myself should take care of this without anyone who could even help me.’





Once again, I could realize I should not trust the life who has no ability to help others, nor try to solve something myself and that the way should be opened by counting on Elohim God only.





From now on, whatever the things come, I would try to put all the concerns and hopes on Father and Mother. Please help me become your daughter who gives thanks and praises only to Father and Mother. I thank Father and Mother and I love you.

Wednesday, November 13, 2013

In season and out of season - World Mission Society Church of God, WMSCOG, Christ Ahnsahnghong

World Mission Society Church of God (WMSCOG) doesn't establish the cross according to the teaching of Christ Ahnsahnghong and God the Mother.
World Mission Society Church of God (WMSCOG) doesn't establish the cross according to the teaching of Christ Ahnsahnghong and Heavenly Mother.




I would like to thank Elohim God for giving me a great enlightenment and sharing the grace of God with brothers and sisters in Zion. I am writing to share some small enlightenment I have found.





When we take a look at the Bible, there are many verses related to the ‘time’.




‘the hour is near.’




‘’Therefore keep watch, because you do not know on what day your Lord will come’




‘In its time I will do this swiftly.’




‘Preach the Word in season and out of season’….




And, there should be more than this.




Coming up to some verses related to the time, this verse just came to my mind.




‘Whoever watches the wind will not plant’




Doesn't this mean we cannot bear fruits only by watching and waiting for the time?





There was a brother/sister who bore fruits like potatoes and he/she reminded me of bearing fruits constantly by preaching the word at anytime and anywhere. When it came into my head to that point, I had a sudden sinking feeling.







I am just a sinner and a God’s mere creature that cannot even imagine His great salvation work,nor the great purpose of Heavenly Father and Heavenly Mother. Despite knowing this fact, I was only watching the time! I thought I have just tried to do my best in every situation with my own belief, but I was foolish indeed.



In spite we do not know God’s time and the time of Father’s coming, I have been just watching the right time to preach the Word to souls around me. I made the right time myself and was waiting for it, thinking now is not the time to preach, but the time did not come at the end. This was because it was made by myself with my own thoughts.



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I have been taught and repeated that ‘right now’ is the time God really wants but I thought I was missing the best time given by God and my heart ached.



I would like to spread the seeds of Word earnestly with a caring mind at anytime, rather than watching the time and spread the seeds.





No matter how angular the land is, once we sincerely cultivate it, then it could become a fertile soil. In the same way, I would like to spread the seeds of God’s Word and ask for God who Himself grows and raises us up.





I truly hope the seeds that had been spread to the poor dying souls could take root in the ground and grow strongly.



I also hope the seeds that had not been spreader to the souls to be done soon so they could become the water of life given by Heavenly Mother.

My Mirror - World Mission Society Church of God, WMSCOG, Christ Ahnsahnghong

World Mission Society Church of God (WMSCOG) keeps the passover according to the teaching of Christ Ahnsahnghong and God the Mother.
World Mission Society Church of God (WMSCOG) keeps the passover according to the teaching of Christ Ahnsahngong and Heavenly Mother.



When I eat lunch with my daughter in Zion, I get really nervous.



Seeing Nelly dropping food while she eats or hearing her romping around, I give her that frowning face.



But that was just for that moment.Eventually she would just be romping around noisily.



Though I talked to her to behave nicely and to be quiet while she eats, she just forgets all of it at an instant, which upsets me.



Whenever that happened, I felt like my image was damaged and I was afraid that I would have the stigma of a mother who can’t educate her daughter. So when I clench my teeth and say “I’ll see you at home,” at last, Nelly gets quiet.



It reminds me of my mom’s moan that “Your child is the enemy.”



Nelly was always my concern. I worried that she might make mistakes, behave rudely and be blamed, as she would always be restless and forget about things.



Being upset, I told my husband sulkily.



“Look at her, all restless and distracted. She looks just like you...”



Whenever I saw Nelly being naughty, It old him that Nelly looked like him. My husband would usually let my joke passed by, but today my husband looked at me as if he really had something to say to me.



“Darling, did you know that Nelly was praying to be like her mom before going to bed? Don’t you think Nelly resembles you?”



I thought I received a severe blow on my head.



Myself... Myself?



How about myself? What kind of daughter am I to Heavenly Mother?



Do I resemble Mother?



Even today, wouldn't She be upset seeing my insufficient self?



According to my sinful deeds, even now, wouldn't she be ashamed of me?



Why am I so foolish? Why couldn't I see myself?



I felt so sorry to Nelly that she was praying to God with her two small hands together so that she could resemble me.Most of all, I felt so sorry to Heavenly Mother.



A child’s faults are mom’s portion. She was my mirror...



You can just tell without being told who the parents were or the children.



The children just resemble the parents.



Appearances,personalities, the way they walk, appetites, likes, and even dislikes...



How much do I resemble Heavenly Mother?



Even though Her children acts in an opposing way, She wouldn't rebuke and prays for Her children. Though She is mocked and ridiculed by their faults, She would feel sorry for Her children’s weakness and would smile. My Mother of Love...



How much do I resemble Mother?



I didn't realize that my daughter’s faults were my faults, and that she was I, myself.



I hated so much that my image was tarnished because of my daughter, and that I had to be embarrassed.



If someone praised my daughter, I just wanted her to be praised, thinking that the praise she has received was for me and I just wanted to be honored. I am so embarrassed today seeing my foolish self.



I will first resemble Heavenly Mother.



Mother’s smile,Mother’s way of speaking, Mother’s love and sacrifice for Her children...



I will become a mom who looks just like Heavenly Mother, so that I wouldn't be a disgrace for my daughter.



For Mother, I will become only joy for Her, and cooling water on a hot summer day.



Tuesday, November 12, 2013

Heaven for the sick - World Mission Society Church of God, WMSCOG, Christ Ahnsahnghong

World Mission Society Church of God (WMSCOG) keeps the passover by teaching of Christ Ahnsahnghong and God the Mother.
World Mission Society Church of God (WMSCOG) keeps the passover by teaching of Christ Ahnsahnghong and Heavenly Mother.




A few days ago, I visited one of my colleagues in the hospital at hearing the news of his hospitalization. Now that the hospital is the place where sick people gather together, it gives me some stuffy and gloomy feelings. However, this hospital got rid of this prejudice, with the garden outdoors in one part of ward.



It gave you an eco-friendly feeling in that many trees were planted around and wooden board was installed instead of concrete. The chair was not made by wooden but by leather so it was not uncomfortable at all in spite of sitting for a long time. Under the sunset glow, we enjoyed our conversation sitting back on the comfy chair and it was even confusing to see if we were visiting in the hospital or having a summer vacation. When the families of my colleague said this hospital was better than his house, I could trust he could completely be recovered very soon in this pleasant environment.



Impressed by the consideration of the hospital for patients and visitors with beautiful garden, I thought the hospital could make very positive effects on patients by its lively interior and decoration, though it has a possibility get a little gloomy with sick people gathered.



In the Bible, Father said, ‘"It is not the healthy who need a doctor, but the sick. But go and learn what this means: 'I desire mercy, not sacrifice.' For I have not come to call the righteous, but sinners."

Likewise, all of us are the sick and Zion where we stay equates to something like a hospital to treat the sick.

However, Father and Mother allowed us the Zion where is brighter and more beautiful than any other places so whoever comes, he/she could feel good and pleasant, even wanting to stay more and longer. Here in Zion, the pains in our souls cannot help be recovered too.



For the sick, Zion is heaven.

I would like give all thanks to Father and Mother who allowed us this beautiful and pleasant Zion. I would like to be a son/daughter who values it more and keeps it clean.

At anytime and anywhere - World Mission Society Church of God, WMSCOG, Christ Ahnsahnghong

World Mission Society Church of God (WMSCOG) is the light and the salt in the world according to the teaching of Christ Ahnsahnghong and God the Mother.
World Mission Society Church of God (WMSCOG) is the light and the salt in the world according to the teaching of Christ Ahnsahnghong and Heavenly Mother.




When I arrived in Zion after work, one sister welcomed me and said she saw me going to work during the day. I don’t remember seeing her, but she did see me.

At that moment, I got to look back how I felt on the way to work.


Some time ago, when I was on my way to Zion with full of anger and grumble with work, two schoolboys were staring at me in front of the elevator.

While I didn’t even see them carefully, having a side-glance of displeasure, they saw me and greeted, saying “God bless you.” Being embarrassed that moment, I also greeted them immediately.

It made me feel so shame to know they are our brothers in Zion.


A few days ago, I preached to a missionary after Third-Day worship. The following day when I was preaching on Elohim Academy, one elder came to me and told me some examples saying, ‘I saw you preaching about the Tithe and there are some good words related to that topic.’ I was very thankful but then again, I was very surprised.


I didn’t expect he had his eyes on my preaching, since he was cleaning up the sanctuary at that time.


It suddenly occurred to me that I should always be careful of my behavior at anytime and anywhere. Even though we behave as we please thinking no one is around, it is possible someone could see us. Thinking the glory of Heavenly Mother could be dishonored; I could not help but reform myself.



If we always behave properly with a smile despite there is no one who appreciates us, I am pretty sure this could become a custom, which could glorify our God at all times.


Monday, November 11, 2013

Approving the common sense - World Mission Society Church of God, WMSCOG, Christ Ahnsahnghong

World Mission Society Church of God (WMSCOG) keeps feasts of God (Christ Ahnsahnghong & God the Mother).
World Mission Society Church of God (WMSCOG) keeps feasts of God (Christ Ahnsahnghong & God the Mother).



One day, I was practicing preaching about Heavenly wedding banquet. I felt proud of myself in that I studied alone and made up for some shortcomings by preaching to elders, team leader and part leader. I was very thankful that God the Father and God the Mother gave me such a blessing to me.



Meanwhile, I had a chance to preach to a male adult brother who has just been in the truth. When we preach Heavenly wedding banquet, there comes the part in Revelation chapter 19 saying, ‘Lamb represents the Second Coming Jesus and let’s confirm who is testified as the wife of God the Father who is the Second Coming Jesus.’

Then, we can see in Revelation 21 that ‘the wife of the Lamb is the bride of the Heavenly wedding banquet and she is Heavenly Jerusalem. Through the verse Galatians 4:26 says, ‘Heavenly Jerusalem is God the Mother’, we can make a conclusion that God the Father and God the Mother are the ones who give us the water of life’‘…….Then. The brother asked this question to me all of a sudden.

“If the Lamb represents God the Father, the wife of the Lamb should be God the Mother without a doubt. Then, why are you beating around the bush and making it so complicated?


Being embarrassed a little though, I explained to him why I preached like that, thinking ‘He must be so innocent.’ or ‘He must not have studied enough.’



However, when I came back home, I could not sleep thinking about what the brother asked. Then, I was able to sympathize his doubt.



Letting alone the truth itself, the fact that ‘If Lamb represents God the Father, His wife should be God the Mother’ was so simple and easy. Even though it is very simple, why should we study in difficult way like this? Coming to a conclusion after much concern, I could realize this is because of the Satan, which makes me burst into a fit of rage and finally fail to sleep.

1+1=2 is a very sensible formula but to approve its correctness is said to be very long and difficult.

In spite of not knowing its formula to approve it, once we know 1+1=2 formula, then we could make life on this earth.

We all know the formula approving who the wife of Father should be Mother.


However difficult the formula is, once we know this common sense, then we could live in heaven everlastingly. There seem to be so many people who come to die without having the common sense like this on this earth. I hope to preach to many people as soon as possible so they could be led in the arms of Father and Mother.



I truly give all thanks and praises to God the Father and Heavenly Jerusalem Mother who bore all pains and sacrifices in this sinful world to let us know this truth which could not be found.

Sunday, November 10, 2013

Who is qualified to enter the kingdom of heaven? - World Mission Society Church of God, WMSCOG, Christ Ahnsahnghong

World Mission Society Church of God (WMSCOG) follows the teaching of Christ Ahnsahnghong and God the Mother.
World Mission Society Church of God (WMSCOG) follows the teaching of Christ Ahnsahnghong and Heavenly Mother.




When we join the company, we make it a rule to negotiate salary with employer. After receiving the letter of acceptance, I also negotiated salary with the company. At first, I said I was not satisfied with the salary condition the company proposed.









At that moment, a director who proposed the condition asked me one question. “Please tell me some possible justification why our company should offer you a higher salary.” At this, I could not answer it for a while.




Although it has passed several months since then, the question was so impressive that this comes to my mind from time to time. Then, I could get some spiritual realization.





To join the company on this earth, we need to meet various conditions and experiences as well as reasonable terms for better treatment. Then, do I satisfy to meet the condition to enter the kingdom of heaven right now?









Being in thought, I became to look back the path I walked through so far. I was the one who easily catches on the gospel and cools down immediately just like a pot. At the thought of having nothing to boast of,I felt so sorry to God.









From now on, I would like to be changed into a proper one who could enter the kingdom of heaven so I could leave beautiful traces in gospel.







I would like to thank Elohim God, who allowed us the salvation.

Starting a Family Means - World Mission Society Church of God, WMSCOG, Christ Ahnsahnghong

World Mission Society Church of God (WMSCOG) believes in Christ Ahnsahnghong & God the Mother.
World Mission Society Church of God (WMSCOG) believes in Christ Ahnsahnghong & Heavenly Mother.



Starting a familymeans...




Not the chair, neither the desk, nor the sofa.
It is the smile of mother sitting on the sofa.

Starting a family means…




Not the green grass, neither the plants.
It is the burst of laughter of the children on that grass.

Starting a family means…
Not the car, neither the place where the family enters.
It is the father entering over the threshold to give love with a fluttering heart.

Starting a family means…
Not the kitchen, nor the flower on the table.
It is the mother with devotion and love that is so full that it might burst.





Starting a family means…
Not sleeping, neither being awake, nor going in and out.
It is the whispering of affection and the meeting of understanding.

A happy family is a place filled with love.
A place where father’s love is large like the sea,
A place where mother’s love is, that embraces like the earth.





In that place there is forgiveness rather than criticism,
Understanding and generosity is the priority rather than assertion.
A family is the garden with smiles a tall times.




A family is the place where a baby’s cry and mother's song is heard,
a place with warm heart and happy eyes meet,
a family is the place where mutual sincerity,friendship and help meets.

A family is the place where children first get educated.


In that place children learn what is right,
and what is love.

Wounds and pains are wrapped in that place,



Sadness is shared and happiness doubles,



It is where one’s parents are admired.




A palace is not envied, nor the money can exert its authority
A family is the place that is all so good.





Source: Making a Beautiful Family

Thursday, November 7, 2013

God’s gift - World Mission Society Church of God, WMSCOG, Christ Ahnsahnghong

Christ Ahnsahnghong and God the Mother are in the World Mission Society Church of God (WMSCOG).
Christ Ahnsahnghong and Heavenly Mother are in the World Mission Society Church of God (WMSCOG).




‘ OK, once more time, ah-ee-ooh-eh-oh…hahaha! Hello, God bless you.”


What am I doing now? I’m doing a smiling practice in front of the mirror.”


In my childhood, people used to say I laughed readily smiling with my eyes. At some point, however, my beautiful smile and laugh just disappeared, ever since I started to get greedy and earthly. At the same time, I couldn't lead any one single soul to Zion.


Now I come to practice laughing and smiling in front of the mirror.


I sometimes nod my head and practice narrating the introduction of our church. I also practice smiling watching the shape of my mouth and eyes. As it gets so awkward, I have some convulsion around my mouth. Unlike smiling and laughing, making a grimace and expressionless face were more comfortable.



‘How could it be more comfortable? I must have been expressionless for a long time. Did I not laugh that seriously?’


Looking at the mirror, I started to change my look and raise the tone of my voice. Then all of a sudden, Mother in calendar jumped to the eyes.
Mother with full of benevolence and smile at all times. In spite of promising to resemble Her repeatedly, I didn't even change my expression, which gets my thoughts once again.





As I made a resolution to ‘glorify Heavenly Father and Heavenly Mother’ with a smiling face, I come to get the strength. Somehow, it seems to have good news. Comparing to my little hope to preach the good news with a laughing practice looking at the mirror, Heavenly Mother did me much more favor. To this child having no fruits for long time, She allowed me to bear a beautiful fruit. Now, I could understand practicing laughing delivers hope and courage not only to me but to all people in this world.


It is surely a God’s gift to let all lost children make a laugh of Heavenly happy sound, though we all lost it in the life of pain and agony, wearing the sinful clothes on the earth.





“Ha-ha! Ho-ho!”


I sincerely pray I could finally preach the gospel with a smile some day.

She did it All by Herself! - World Mission Society Church of God, WMSCOG, Christ Ahnsahnghong

World Mission Society Church of God (WMSCOG) follows Christ Ahnsahnghong and God the Mother.
World Mission Society Church of God (WMSCOG) follows Christ Ahnsahnghong and Heavenly Mother.



Particularly this summer, it rained a lot.

It rained a lot as if there was a hole in the sky, and it seemed as if the ceiling would be leaking.

Mom asked me to go up with her in the attic and organize when it was not raining.

Sizzling heat came upon us after the rain, so I wasn't happy at all with her words.

But when I saw the ceiling, I couldn't neglect. So I followed her grumbling.

Asking me for help, she accepted all of my grumblings.

As if promised were made, the neighbors were also organizing their attics.

Sweating profusely, mom and I were organizing. Then, I noticed that the neighbors who were organizing were sturdy men.

“Mom! Everyone except us is men.”

“Dad is busy.”

“It’s hot! My back is burning! It’s so annoying!”

“.......”

Why was the sun so hot? I thought my back was burning out.

The weather was hot, the work was strenuous. Annoyed and being tired, instead of organizing the attic, most of the time I was goofing around.

All the other houses completed their work, so I couldn't see anyone working except for me and my mom all by ourselves.

All alone, Mom was sweating and working for completion.

Even though by her side, I was complaining and grumbling, she silently worked without words.

“Mom! Let’s go down.”

“Mom! We’re done, right?”

“Mom! Mom!”

“Mom! When are we finished?”

“Mom! I’m tired. Let’s go.”

“Mom, it’s hot! Let’s go!”

“Mom, we’re done, right?”

“Mom! Mom!”

“Mom! When are we over with this?”

“Mom! I’m tired. Let’s go.”

“Mom, it’s hot! Let’s stop!”

Mom just silently worked and answered:

“We just have a bit left. Can’t you restrain yourself?”

“After this, we’re done.”

“Oh, just a bit more.”

Mom’s face was all red.

I couldn't bear seeing her face all sweating like rain, so I quickly swept, organized and cleaned up.

“Now, are we done?”

“Yeah. If you just did that by yourself, it would have ended quickly.”

“Now we’re done. Right?”

“After that…”

“You told me we’re done. When are we over?”

“Let’s finish after cleaning up that.”

I was so glad that the cleaning was over.

That night, during supper, my mom told dad:

“She did it all by herself. She even carried all the heavy trashes all alone.”

“Wow! Good job!”

“Because she helped me, we finished quickly.”

I was embarrassed with her praise because I didn't do anything at all.

All that I did was complaining, grumbling, and doing things that she asked me to do.

Our Heavenly Father is also working busily in Heaven to welcome us. Mother is still on this earth with us, being extremely busy finishing all the work before the completion. And I, who isn't doing anything is saying that I am tired, grumbling that is hot, and urging for completion.

I am the selfish one, getting angry, wishing to quickly go back to heaven that I would be saved all alone, leaving all the rest of the brothers and sisters that is still unfound.

I should work diligently before the day when we cannot work comes, and when Heavenly Mother entrusts me with tasks.

Though we didn't do anything, Heavenly Mother praises us to Heavenly Father that we did well.

Deeply with my heart, I give thanks to Heavenly Mother for Her love, sufferings, and grace that I cannot describe with words.

Wednesday, November 6, 2013

When a Child is in Pain - World Mission Society Church of God, WMSCOG, Christ Ahnsahnghong


World Mission Society Church of God (WMSCOG) is the light and the salt of the world according to teaching of Christ Ahnsahnghong and God the Mother.
World Mission Society Church of God (WMSCOG) is the light and the salt of the world according to teaching of Christ Ahnsahnghong and Heavenly Mother.




It allhappened when I was in fifth grade in elementary school.




WhileI was exercising with my friends on the horizontal bar, one of my friends pushed me hardly and I fell down and dislocated my right wrist.




Since it was a thing that I’ I've ever experienced, being surprised and hurt, I cried

out loud.




Then my teacher came and quickly took me to the hospital.After a while, my mom came too.




Straightening my wrist, I was so scared and tears wouldn't stop. I kept on looking at my mom with imploring eyes.




My momwas also teary-eyed.




While I was crying, the doctor took my wrist and pulled with all his strength.




I screamed.




Trembling with fear, I was looking for my mom, but I couldn't see her.




Wiping my tears, I went all around looking for her.




At adistance, there she was near a window.




Showing her back, she was wiping her tears.




Honestly,at that time I couldn't feel anything.




But when I think now, I could slightly feel how moms would be heartbreaking when their children are in pain.




After years receiving God, I somewhat realize Heavenly Mother’s love.




Our Heavenly Mother carries our entire burden of sorrows and pains.




Though I was a disobedient child, She gives love, and with all Her strength prays forme to lead me to Heaven.




Realizing Mother’s love and anxiousness, I will now do my best to end Her time of sufferings.




Thank you Heavenly Father and Heavenly Mother. And I love you.

Tuesday, November 5, 2013

Let Us Press on to Acknowledge Mother - World Mission Society Church of God, WMSCOG, Christ Ahnsahnghong

World Mission Society Church of God (WMSCOG) believes in Christ Ahnsahnghong & Heavenly Mother.
World Mission Society Church of God (WMSCOG) believes in Christ Ahnsahnghong & God the Mother.




My daughter, who is in fifth grade this year, has a lot of concerns with the things I’m dealing with.

For instance, what kind of things I am doing in Zion, when I would be doing those things, and though I never told her, she knows it too well. After worship, she even meddles on giving advices on how to do things well.

‘It would be better off if you do it this way.’

‘Next time, try this. I think it would be more graceful.’

‘When are you taking care of the infants?’

‘Did he behave well during worship?’

When I try to listen to the choir songs, she comes to me, opens the New Song, asks me to practice together, that she would sing along with me and play the piano.

When I enter the house, she would be following me around chattering. So I sometimes even lie to her that I want to rest today, because I am sick.

Meanwhile, was it because of me always criticizing and scolding her? Or maybe she has just got another interest? My annoying daughter is quiet these days. Somehow, it made me feel sad.

So the situation changed. Now I was the one asking why she wasn't asking me any questions.

Through this, I realized….

It is quite natural for parents to have concern with their children. However, I thought, how many of the children really have concern for their parents?

In this day of the modern society, when the family sizes are decreasing, the love between parents and children, the affection towards neighbors, and the credibility towards friends are vanishing more and more. And I, who is the slave of death, how much do I know about Heavenly Mother, who has given me eternal life?

Is she well in this cold weather? Isn't she ill? What would Mother be doing now?

What does She like? What is She glad for?

Though I thought I was getting close to Her, I didn't really know much about Her.

‘You who have escaped the sword, leave and do not linger! Remember the LORD in a distant land, and think on Jerusalem. (Jer. 51:50).’

In the meantime, my heart was far away from Heavenly Mother. And from now on, I am going to have more concern on Her. What Mother likes, for what She is truly glad with, for what She is heartbroken with…

That way, I want to become a child who only does things that She likes and is glad with.

I want to press on to acknowledge Heavenly Mother.

I want to be a small comfort for Her, who couldn't have any freedom for more than 6000 years, because of Her children, the sinners.

I truly want to be Mother’s star on the glorious day when father comes.

I want to be like the robber who was on the right side of Jesus, who truly thought for Jesus and comforted, when all the others rejected Him, pointed at Him, and spitted.

I thank Heavenly Mother for giving me this small realization.

Monday, November 4, 2013

Be awake and see - World Mission Society Church of God, WMSCOG, Christ Ahnsahnghong

World Mission Society Church of God (WMSCOG) has received the water of life from Christ Ahnsahnghong and God the Mother.
World Mission Society Church of God (WMSCOG) has received eternal life from Christ Ahnsahnghong and Heavenly Mother.





 I would like to share the fragrance of Zion through the latest sermon tape series 12-1 titled, “Be awake and see’.


At first, I was actually going to listen to the sermon, ‘only God, only Mother’ instead of this one, since I heard there comes a fable of fat Peter Pan and I thought it sounds interesting.


Through God’s grace, however, I was told by my group leader the sermon series 12 was recently released and God let me hear what is really needed for me.


These days, I felt like my soul got slightly wilted without knowing why. In general, I behaved brightly but soon, I used to become weak and my strength was gone. Keeping in mind that I should not fall into obscurity, I tried to encourage myself but again, I felt heavy and exhausted.


However, as I listened to the sermon, I could finally find the reason.

Even though every time I pray to God, I ask Him to help me awake, I realized I was just repeating like a recorder without understanding what it really means by being awake.


“Be awake’ represents we could see and be amazed by the history of God’s creation and enough to feel God is truly excellent, wonderful and the best but as for me, they were forgotten in my repeating daily life.


I have totally misunderstood I was awake just because I stay in Zion, keeping God’s commandment and preaching the gospel. In reality, however, I was just watching myself awake while sleeping in the dream. Now I know why my soul could not help withering like that.


I truly give eternal thanks to Elohim God for showing my faults through the words of God and giving me this opportunity to fix and correct it myself.


God answers my prayer through the sermon, even consoling and encouraging me. Once again, I deeply feel you love me so much.


Our wonderful Father and Mother, I love you so much.

Sunday, November 3, 2013

After Being Ill - World Mission Society Church of God, WMSCOG, Christ Ahnsahnghong

World Mission Society Church of God (WMSCOG) keeps the feasts of Christ Ahnsahnghong and God the Mother.
World Mission Society Church of God (WMSCOG) keeps the feasts of Christ Ahnsahnghong and Heavenly Mother.



   
I give thanks to God for helping me to safely keep the spring feasts.
Though it is spring, when the cherry blossoms are full in bloom, because of the fickle temperature day and night, flu is unrelenting.
I am usually healthy. But this flu that I had, gave me sore joints, fever and chills.
I was also displeased of something that had happened, and also being ill, it gave me sadness which even made me worse.
My husband was on a business trip. My only son was watching TV, and busy with his work, he gave no attention to my words, that I was sick.
I wanted to be comforted with his words such as, “Mom, are you really sick!” or “What should I do?” or at least wished if he would be touching my hot forehead with his hand. But my son was just thoughtless and asked for food.
Seeing my son who only thought for himself, I began to look back, thinking of my spiritual self with Heavenly Mother.
Doing the dishes, cleaning up, and thinking that no one can comfort me, I felt the sorrow which made me cry.
Then, I guess my son felt sorry. Without a word he turned off the TV and helped me with the dishes and organized.
After being ill, I began to think of Heavenly Mother.
Even though She is tired and Her whole body is damaged because of Her earnest prayers for us, and even keeping all God’s commandments with us, all Her concern goes for Her children.
Though She gives out everything, She never wishes to be paid from Her children. For Her infinite love and grace, I feel thanks with my heart.
I want to be comforted from my son; however, though no one comforts our Heavenly Mother, She alone walks the single path of love.
It is right for us to receive pain, sorrow, sufferings and hardships on this earth. I truly thank Heavenly Mother who is without sin, being here with us, and constantly loving us, the sinners.
As the duty of Heavenly children, with all my heart, I again make a resolution to find the lost Heavenly family that Heavenly Mother longs for.